So, CityLights (the summer internship I've been a part of) is over. I've moved into a temporary living situation, I'm applying to student teach here in St. Louis, I'm leaving for Iowa in a week and a half and need to find housing for when I return a week later...
AAAHHHH!!!!
...whew. okay, deep breath. I was telling a woman who was here from Dallas, TX chaperoning a high school youth group team a little about my journey & story in St. Louis. She was so excited for me, being young & she said I'd be alright because I seemed to be someone who really trusts the Lord. Truth is...I do trust Him, but this is still hard. It's like a daily, hourly, no maybe minutely choice to put my trust in Him...that He's going to take care of me & all the thousands of details that need to be worked out in the next couple of weeks...like travel, housing, finances... I suppose it all comes down to whether or not I will believe that He is good. I mean, my head believes it - at least on some level - but my head believes a lot of things that my heart struggles to believe.
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